No matter what happened when a relationship breaks apart both ends no matter what the situation will either feel guilt or sadness for losing the other. Although it may fade rather fast the feeling is always there.

I stayed by your side all of these years, I was your friend, the one you held dear. I never even felt the tears roll down... until it was too late. You were too far out of reach to date.

I never wanted anything more, never wanted anything less. Just wanted that perfect middle in-between. What I got was a smack in the face, An " I hate you, go away." I know what I felt was pain..

The first hundred years are the hardest, don't try to understand everything, you never will. Just continue to learn and keep fighting, never forget, there is always someone waiting for you to fall.

Those things I screamed at you, the whole "I really don't love you." I only screamed that at you to convince my self that I didn't love you... But in the end I was wrong...

So, yeah, I fell down hard and deep. Yeah, I never cried once.... Know why? Because you loved me just as much!

Those lyrics I write, are only the beginning of another tragic love song.

I never want to sing my worries away, because I don't ever want to worry....

...We never get what we want, do we?

I never realized how many times I cried...

.....Until I looked in the mirror and saw my bloodshot eyes.

I'm not clueless, or bubble headed. I know what's exactly going on, I don't like it. I never wanted to be in love.