You were there tonight
I saw you...

I wish I were as strong as you
I wish I could say I dont care...

No nice boy
will ever want me...

I will never be a
real lady...

You sit next to me
Theres so much I want to say...

I know youre listening
Though you sit silently...

I still think about you often
I still have dreams where you...

Every time I even speak
Im saying something wrong...

For a moment
I thought things were changing...

I can only block it out
For so long...

Everyone tells me
just walk away...

Verse 1
is this what they call...