I can barely stand it;
Being so mediocre...
& somehow
my thoguhts dont seem to be...
I hear her talk about him
And it just makes it hurt...
A lonely cigarette
and the quiet tears...
&&If I were willing
if I didn't worry...
Do you think Im
Beautiful...
You would.
you would smile like nothing happened...
Staring at you
staring at me...
My entire day
Has been in anticipation...
I want to draw you my tears
the stinging, burning, soothing...
I'd love to have him for just a day....
one day to know that he actualy...
Here we are
Together...