I feel so low, so shitty.
I feel like the whole world would be totaly okay...
&&Somehow the rain is comforting
because it knows how I...
It amazes me how much I hate you
How much I wouldnt mind...
I hear her talk about him
And it just makes it hurt...
I can barely stand it;
Being so mediocre...
So smile at me across the room
So tell me you like the way I look today...
&&If I were willing
if I didn't worry...
A lonely cigarette
and the quiet tears...
I hate how my eyes feel like the ocean
is surgin around them...
The feeling of your arms around me
I dont feel that with anyone else...
& somehow
my thoguhts dont seem to be...
I want to draw you my tears
the stinging, burning, soothing...