Sometimes i wonder
if god is a drunk...
Grampa take me with you
I promise to be good...
He ran his fingers through my hair
and told me...
I can't fathom
I can't understand...
I guess what I've been
trying to tell myself...
You need to break up with him
You dont love him...
I have brown hair
I pluck my eyebrows...
& somehow
my thoguhts dont seem to be...
I am
a girl, a woman, a little too proud sometimes...
&&I can hear your voice in my head
when i read your messages...
Through the noise
I am silence...
I feel so ashamed
you tel me not to...