It amazes me how much I hate you
How much I wouldnt mind...

I know youre listening
Though you sit silently...

This feeling pulls at me
so new...

The phone rings and I jump
because Im so used to talking to you 24/7...

You say Id be better off without you
and Im sorry sweetie...

I ran
Clad in...

You were there tonight
I saw you...

The feeling of your arms around me
I dont feel that with anyone else...

For a moment
I thought things were changing...

In the distance I see your shadow
are you running...

I want to be beautiful.
Not pretty, not cute...

I want to be beautiful
Not pretty not cute...