I hate them all because they dont think, they all go about their day and hurt me in the process. when will they see that their fun is my death bed |
The endless roller coaster of my life is enough to make any sane person drop to their knees and die. why then am i bound to live this life that would kill you. let me die i promise ill say you never knew |
Do you ever feel that your getting better, becoming less sad and overwhelmed and then you get dragged down by the same thing every time? |
Do you ever feel semi-normal, and then you see a person and go "oh...thats why im not meant to live" |
I loved her with all i had to give, but that was my mistake. i tried to live a lie and ill die for it in the end |
I know i still love you, i know your somehow the reason i want to die, every time i see you i pretend its fine, but really, every time you've killed me just that much more. |
Some say that you haft to get through life. but if you think about it, people die at all ages, so why cant i pick mine? |
They say "tell us if you feel like suicide is your option" i say i'm trying not to die, i'm only looking for a distraction that works enough to drown out the pain of living your lie. |
All these dark poems and quotes, for half of them pray you never understand. for if you do it means you've traveled way too far.. |
When your asked to stop cutting tell them that when they fix the pain you'll stop, when they can make the real pain go away and then you will no longer need the distracting pain |