Ill wait, ill hold it until i break, but when i do ill show you and your whole entire messed up world what happens when you live a life called by all to be superior. |
Let me die, i promise ill never tell that you knew. |
I heard the horror story of a girl with a terrible life story,abuse,death,suicide.and i think to myself,i thought i had issues.then i remember a fact i used to believe,each person has their own threshold,each can only take so much |
Look at yourself here at the edge, was it worth all the pain? was it worth the scars? does it please you to see your enemies fall in front of you? |
We are alone, we are labeled, and we are destined to never hold on tight because we are the ones who will think forever and never stop. we will never be normal because we cant be ignorant. |
When your asked to stop cutting tell them that when they fix the pain you'll stop, when they can make the real pain go away and then you will no longer need the distracting pain |
All these dark poems and quotes, for half of them pray you never understand. for if you do it means you've traveled way too far.. |
They say "tell us if you feel like suicide is your option" i say i'm trying not to die, i'm only looking for a distraction that works enough to drown out the pain of living your lie. |
Some say that you haft to get through life. but if you think about it, people die at all ages, so why cant i pick mine? |
I know i still love you, i know your somehow the reason i want to die, every time i see you i pretend its fine, but really, every time you've killed me just that much more. |