Im so sick of pretending to be happy for you! why dont you just go away and let me be me for once in my life. youv had your 16 years....let the next 5 be mine.

During the day its pretend your happy, during the afternoon its pretend your still 9 for your parents. at night it all comes to you in one dark hit...im breaking...and when i break, ill break you too.

Some say this, some say that. but i dont care about them. i know they dont care, they just want to sound good for the camera...watch what i do to you when the camera turns off...

Would it kill you to think before you say it? dont you know that every time you hurt someone you hurt me too? i cant take it any more...wait till you torture that boy...when no ones looking...your dead..

See this here? this is your blood, this is where you put me. this is your result. im glad i ended you, youll never hurt another again. and now ill die too...2 wishes with 1 action

Im so done with living for you. i only live because it seems to serve your sick twisted needs. but now im at the edge...this knife will end you...and end me as well

Id give anything to be alone for just 1 hour..id do anything to have a place to go. why have you forced me to live with what kills me everyday?

With this gun and this knife i shall end all that have hurt me. but yet i stay my hand...for if i end them all...there will be no one left to grieve for them...

Remember at lunch when you tortured that boy? i bet you dont, but do you remember back in 4th grade that boy was me? no you dont. so ill take this knife and end you so that you dont create me again

Im dying inside from seeing them all hurt by you. if you wont stop hurting everyone and killing me slowly then you need to just kill me now