I knew it was a lie
but i always found a way to believe you
silly me
now im left picking up the pecies of my heart

Shame on me
i actually thought i could change you

Its like playing a game of
Russian roulette with you
ill never know whats going to happen
untill the trigger is pulled

Im not even gonna lie
i caught myself thinking about you
a smile on my face & a weird feeling
in the pit of my stomach

They say Karma has a way of going round
everything you did to me well only hurt you in the end

& now people wonder why my heart is so cold
why I turn to the left and leave love hanging
just remember your the reason

Didnt realized things could change so fast
Didnt realized I would miss you so much
Didnt realize I would care...
didnt realize you wouldnt

didnt realize i took us for granted</3
untill it was to late = /

& you know what kills me the most is; I cant stop thinking of you
I still draw little hearts in my notebooks. I still smile when I hear a song you like
& even when I see you with her it makes no difference at all cuz yur always on my mind.

I feel so numb..& then i cant breathe
then i see you with her; and my heart does this thing
that i cant explain...i cant talk or look away; i cant feel & i hear this noise; the sound of my heart shatterinq</3

Please dont tell me its Too Late too Apologize
...because it never is; Im willing to fight for this for us. </3 because i think i just ruined the best thing to ever happen to me
i think i just ruined us ...You & me !