I remeber when i used to say
i would never be that girl
the other girl
and even when i come second
i cant let go

& the worst part about being the other girl is that you know your not the only one. So your stuck wondering if his words are true or just another way to get you to stick around.

The hardest thing was letting go…but if I have to go through the pain of getting over you to find something better…something to pick up the pieces of my heart..than ill wait in pouring rain for my rainbow

Mirror, mirror on the wall, who's the biggest fool of all?
the girl that can't stop crying, or the one that won't stop trying

If your girl only knew

Even when being with you hurts me on the inside
its never easy to let go

Youre beautiful
I smile when I think of you
this is stupid love
silly love
because I cant get in to deep
I cant lose myself in you
ill never find myself if I do
I wont be the same again
and ill never get over you

& i listen to his heartbeat because it plays my favorite song

Because one min you have my heart all in it
and the next im reminded on why it shoudnt be
and the reason i stay is because love isnt always easy and if fighting for US is what i got to do.. then please make it worth it

If this is the kind of love that the old folks used to warn me about
Man, I'm in trouble, I'm in real big trouble
But everytime I look into your eyes, you're worth that sacrifice