If it was love
or at least that is what i thought it was...
The meaning of the word love is done.
It will never recover from what I thought would...
Was it a mistake to say an I love You
Was it a mistake to even look at you...
I sometimes wonder what you do?
I sometimes wonder if you think of me too...
Waking up on your chest on a Sunday morning,
listening to your heart beat as we whisper in each...
You make my day so bright my little boy...
The suffering you go through...
Who was to say that there was a pain bigger than...
That no matter what you did or say the smile hid...
I hate myself that I kept it a secret so long.
I thought the feeling had vanished and was gone...
Just walk out the door
and leave me alone...
In a world with no tears
in a world with no fears...
My outlet for the pain inside
The way I go on with it everyday...
Ive only fallen once before
but this time I couldn't help it and got caught...