Well I love to write and read I'm always looking to improve my writing and I would say that I am a bit of a people pleaser I normally put my own needs on the backburner to help other people's needs other than that I'm also gay which I don't really care if people don't like that or not because that is me I love when people critique my poetry and writings so I can know how to fix it and become even better I write a lot of depressing and sad poems cause that's my normal mood except when I'm at school because I try to be the happy person that seems to have no problems but under that fake shell is a person with more problems than shoes and I have a lot of shoes but I never want to let my friends know too much about my problems because I don't want them to worry also I've never really been able to let people get that close to me because I've been hurt to many times to let people get to close and be hurt again but I do let some people get close to me but I often try to push them away out of my own fears and insecurities so I always keep everyone at arms length but I let them close and push them away again so I guess that I am kind of guarded with my emotions but I do sometimes show them but I normally try to appear emotionless or constantly angry which ever one keeps people away the best is the one I use most but then it depends on who the person that I'm trying to keep away is and how they react but lately I've let some people closer but its still hard for me to let my guard down and make myself actually vulnerable I did make myself vulnerable to one person but they hurt me so I just ended up back to the beginning but I feel there is someone else that I may let myself be vulnerable to one of my band friends. but lately since i don't have internet i can't upload as much as i'd like to so i will update very rarely unfortunantly