Fear of my subconcious
for it opened old wounds...
He sits in class
His secret can destroy...
Stupid boy you wanting him
You knew you could never have him...
I desire your touch
The feeling of your hugs...
A fool for loving you
A fool for wanting to tell you...
A gash made across my healing heart
An old wound now opened up again...
Finding my love was my whim
But I can't be with him...
Some days I love you
Some days I envy you...
I want to see you so bad
But when your gaze meets mine...
I've finally been broken
I've given up...
All I wanted was a day
Not a good day...
The lonely cell
dark corridors...