You are going to break my heart someday
but im not worried about someday
the only thing that matter is today
right now...this very moment

Sometimes when you stare
i wonder what you see
are you looking for her
or are you seeing me

Someday... you'll understand that nothing is worth hating yourself this much... people change...sometimes they cant stand the heartache anymore...they want to hold on... they just cant

~not mine~

The words that are the hardest to say are the ones that mean the most.

~not mine~

I didnt run away...
i walked away... slowly
hoping you would follow...
you didnt...

& with tears in his eyes, he apologized
for the first time he actually meant it
but.... he was just too late

Lie: i dont care
fact: i just dont want to hurt anymore

Lie: i dont love you anymore
fact: i love you more then life iftself and would rather spend the rest of my life alone then with any other man

Lie: it's your life i support you 100%.
fact: i support you 99% and that 1% is going to miss you more then you could ever understand

Lie: If you're happy with her im happy for you
fact: when you talk about her i just want to cry