I want to smash the bottle so you can't hide
i need you here, not locked inside...

I'm feeling worse than i have in awhile
it feels wrong to laugh and it hurts me to smile...

I'm just a girl who never learns,
whos worthlessness has been confirmed...

A new kind of god
a walking body...

A shattered glass face
(I see you there...

Are you worth the pain and worth the tears,
Worth the twisted thoughts and fears...

Sanguine philosophy number one:
I can't erase what I've become...

In a gray recliner,
too weak to get up...

N embrace, please withstand.
When you need it, hold my hand...