Trying to smile and feeling it fail
You cant see me bloodied and broken and frail...
I'm a failure,
miss every time...
Sanguine philosophy number one:
I can't erase what I've become...
Out of all the lies you've spun,
Of all the things you've left undone...
Fighting and bleeding it happened again
never said i was done. i thought i was done...
You trusted me and I betrayed you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't save you...
Hundreds of scars speak thousands of words.
Some speak of deaths that almost occurred...
Well-worn are pain and anger
Harbored in twilight and shadows...
Are you worth the pain and worth the tears,
Worth the twisted thoughts and fears...