Ugh fxxx this..
can i give up...

I try
and try...

I say it over and over again
and smile to myself...

I Love This Feeling,
I Love This Pain...

I wish things were different,
i wish we didnt liv so far away...

Everything about you is amazing,
if you have a flaw...

Just thought this once was different
just thought life was gonna get better...

My life storys a waste,
its pathetic and worthless...

It was 2 years since i last talked to you,
it was a happy time...

Her porcelain coloured skin,
cold and depressed...

I see it all around me,
love and heartache...

I hope you believe me,
when i say i love you...