I wish I could surrender my soul,
to something bigger then myself...
The canine's teeth sank
into the florescent tennis ball...
My heart is like a joint,
being passed around...
Out of words
is how I feel...
I want less from god
let him have less rules, rituals...
It's gotten to the point
were I can't lie to myself anymore...
And like a child
you tempt me...
Looking back
you never were mine...
It's not the I've stopped loving you,
you're always on my mind...
Your lay in bed at night,
thinking it's just not fair...
I'm an awful date, I mumbled
hoping that he'd change his mind...
Do we truly know how much we miss
Our love when we're apart...