If only you knew, it hurts more then you think it...
If only you knew, it feels as if you don't care...

For those who spent countless hours in pain,
Searching for a light to guide the way...

For years I have lived without knowing how,
I question myself, trying not to lie...

I await in a chaotic place,
Such a strange place to be...

There is so much that we have lost,
Yet not much was gained...

Count the seconds of your life,
Count the minutes ticking by...

"End of the road, end of the line,"
You would say to me...

(*Note, this is happening right now at the moment...
Fear, here and there...

Love that is lost, may not ever be found,
If it is over, why keep waiting it out...

Did it matter, did it make sense?
So many questions...

You look at me with those eyes...
Looking at me with shame...

Who cares if you're happy?
Who cares if you're sad...