I wish you wouldn't pretend you care for me,
You only watch out for your own...

I don't know what you did to me.
I wish I could say it was bad...

This is too overwhelming, too powerful,
The pain is too great, too controlling...

Sitting alone, watching the clouds move across the...
All heading towards the darkest clouds of my...

Laid in bed, late at night,
There's a small gap in my curtains...

Struck by love, you have to say,
Maybe this time you'll really stay...

I am sorry father for I have sinned,
I am my own fractured, imperfect self...