Within the spreading darkness, I dream a million dreams that no one else can see. They are all my own, forever.

If only you knew,
Every moment in time.
Nothing escapes my heart,
Just like your memories.

Why do I...
At first smile, when I'm in front of you,
But when I turn around, why does it hurt?

You are reflected in these endlessley flowing tears.

I'd abandon everything,
If I could just hold you in my arms again.
But your too far away.
And even my voice, as I wish for it, won't reach you.

No matter how I try,
These memories won't let go.
Im only human, trying to get by these memories of my own.

It's hard to tell you I love you.
As Im standing over your grave..

Dedicated to Michael.

You weren't there to see me cry,
You weren't there to help me try.
To stop to start,
To live to breathe.
I wasn't worth it,
You didn't need me.
But I needed you,
Didn't you see?

-not my work. my cousin Frances wrote this.

Our pasts and our futures become one,
As the night turns to morning.
I'll gently wrap you in my heart,
That's wider than the seven seas.

Your laughter still lives within me,
Along with that smile in your eyes.
But I know I can never bring you back,
No matter how hard I cry.

Dedicated to my brother, Mikey.
R.I.P