I have fifteen years of age on me.

I know a little more than I should.

I've loved and lost, in more ways than one, I'm currently in a love/hate relationship, but I just don't know how to stop it! It's frustrating, I'm not sure why we put up this charade, but there's never a dull moment. The fact that he has a girlfriend doesn't bother me, but knowing there's a great guy waiting for me to get over him does.

I'm a very complicated, selfish--although I don't mean to be--person. I hate that it takes me forever and a day to trust someone and the fact that I love selectively.

I hate that I love the one person I hate the most (sometimes) and I hate the fact that I have a brick wall up with the one guy I should give my whole being to.

My (true) loves are music and writing.

The fact that you actually read this shows your patience and I am thankful. <33