Smiling;
Giggling...
Sometimes I wonder;
If this is where I'm meant to stand...
Screaming,
Shouting...
Spinning out of control,
I don't know what to feel...
A pulling sensation on my heart,
Leads me to disaster...
Love is so difficult,
This I already knew...
My tears splash against the ground,
Like a heart when its shattered...
I wrote a poem for you in this spot,
Then it got erased...
Hidden underneath my scars,
This was always the hardest part...
I want to cry,
My life has spun around...
I Know what you want me to say,
To make the truth go away...
Following My blinded mind,
Im not sure what to say...