Falling fast into holes of no return,
Standing face to face with countless moments of...

This isn't really a poem
I'm just venting i guess...

Please don't look and judge me
please just let me be...

I remember some time back
where we were together...

Hoping that this time would be different.
but nothing is...

I cant take the blade!
as i lay on the floor dead for as it seems...

What is that i am not doing?
what is that i am...

Dad it seems like im never gonna be good enough...
i cant always be what you want me to be...

I dont wanna feel like you only act like you care.
or you only say you love me, because its three...

Holding the gun up to my head...
ready and set to pull the trigger...

Lets stop and rewind.
go back to what we used to be...

My mom and my friends tryed to warn me.
but his smile made it so hard to turn away...