Say what you need to say
but im not making no promise to listen...

I tell you that I'm not gonna cry
As tears run down my cheeks...

Holding the gun up to my head...
ready and set to pull the trigger...

I dont wanna feel like you only act like you care.
or you only say you love me, because its three...

What is that i am not doing?
what is that i am...

Im not your back up plan, im not your friend or...
if you want her, whos stoping you...

Hoping that this time would be different.
but nothing is...

Dont try and tell me how feel.
i know that this love is difficult but its real...

Lets stop and rewind.
go back to what we used to be...

My mom and my friends tryed to warn me.
but his smile made it so hard to turn away...

Its hard to turn away from him everytime i see...
its so hard not to smile when he glances over at...

Mom,
its when i need you the most you happen to not be...