I said that we couldn't be friends
and that was the end...

I tell you that I'm not gonna cry
As tears run down my cheeks...

Im not your back up plan, im not your friend or...
if you want her, whos stoping you...

I cant take the blade!
as i lay on the floor dead for as it seems...

This isn't really a poem
I'm just venting i guess...

Please don't look and judge me
please just let me be...

Nothing happens my way
Terrible things come undone today...

She bleeds...
she screams...

I USE TO HATE FEELING SO DARK AND GRAY
SO FARAWAY FROM WHAT WE CONSIDERED REALITY...

Mom,
its when i need you the most you happen to not be...

Life is an endless war!!
hearts ache each day and night...

I remember some time back
where we were together...