Slashes of red
Cover my arm...

Blood and pain are a way of life
Her secret for staying alive...

This thing called ednos
Has taken control...

Dear Self,
This is a reminder...

"Jesus loves you," they tell me
And I know it's true...

Why do I feel hurt?
Why do I need pain...

I want to feel it
The smooth kiss of blade on flesh...

She needs to be pretty
She needs to be thin...

Drip, drip, drip
The sound of the blood...

I see myself
The reflection in the mirror...

Razors and blood
Razors and blood...

Shaking insides
Hollow soul...