I see myself
The reflection in the mirror...

She's been feeling it for awhile now
The depression and hopelessness...

Shaking insides
Hollow soul...

Drip, drip, drip
The sound of the blood...

She needs to be pretty
She needs to be thin...

I want to feel it
The smooth kiss of blade on flesh...

This thing called ednos
Has taken control...

Dear Self,
This is a reminder...

Slashes of red
Cover my arm...

Razors and blood
Razors and blood...

"Jesus loves you," they tell me
And I know it's true...

Why do I feel hurt?
Why do I need pain...