I am to blame for how i am, no more putting the fault on others. I'm taking responsibility for my actions and living with the consequences

Tomorrow is never better
It only gets worse

I know no difference between right and wrong

I've learned to fake a smile.
I've learned to fake a laugh.
I've learned to fake happiness.

But you've yet to learn that I'm fake

What do you see?

Do you see her tears hidden behind her big brown eyes
Do you see her scars hidden well underneath her clothes
Do you see her pain trembling inside her broken body

Do you see anything?

Excuses and lies are they not the same thing?

How can I undo the things I've done?
How do I changed what I've become?
How can I go back to when we were one?

Look into my eyes and tell me what do you see.
Do I look happy?
Do I look sad?
Can you even tell the difference
No you cant

Well I'm sad but you'll never figure out why

Our hearts can only take so much pain,
so we try to get rid of it by cutting.
its the only way to get rid of what are hearts
are feeling

They say life is too short to be depressed and in pain but what if its life that's causing us to be depressed and in pain