So hard to hide my feelings
Its been awhile now since I had to say my last...
It's not that I don't want you in my life
It's just the reality of our lives...
Somebody please tell me this is all a dream
From the moment that I found out you were gone...
Sometimes I can't take being around you
Its not that I hate you...
I opened my eyes today
And couldn't remember...
As we sit under the night sky
Watching as a shooting star shoots across the sky...
At night I toss and turn
Thinking of you...
I didn't know that I needed you in my life
Till the day you were gone...
Sitting here thinking of you
Trying to remember the first time we met...
Missing you everyday hurts inside
It seems just yesterday you were laughing, smiling...
When I lost the one person that I loved so much
I thought I wouldn't open my heart to anyone again...
Pain and misery to sufficient for me to handle
All the lies and the cheating...