As each moment passes by, I become more and more withdrawn.As each hour flys by,I become more and more lost.But no one notices,Until I finally fall to the ground,And they see the pool of blood around my still body. And its over.

Your heart still beats, Your eyes still see, Your hands still touch, Your thoughts are still of her.

I woke up today and thought, this is the day I will die.
Then as soon as that went through my head, I realized this isn't right.
And then, I layed back down and cried.

It's like I waited my whole life for this one moment
And I shouldn't have. I should have known better.
But I didn't, and now I'm lost again

I promise this time I'm for real. That I love you, I'll never let you fall.
If you really meant that, than why am I here on the ground?

Every time I held you, you slipped right through my arms.
And every time I kissed you, I felt nothing.
Yet now, everything about you is here.
So solid, so whole.
And it scares me, that I can feel you.

Your first blow shocks me,
Your second throws me to the ground.
You promised that this was over,
But you lied,
And now I am torn,
Alone again.

So tired of sitting here being unsure about life,
So I take away the pain as I cut myself with this knife.
Each tear that fell felt like my world was spinning,
Each drop of blood feels like I have a new beginning.