This reality is my nightmare, The dark sky, my refuge. Wake me once again from this nightmare. People die out here. Cease my breathing and close my eyes, so that i might once again unfurl my wings and fly through the night again.

I'm standing on the edge
drowning in your eyes
falling from above
dying by your hand.

I'd be scared too, If I had to live the way you do.

I thought i loved you and you loved me. Turns out, i was wrong on both accounts. As i sit here and look in the mirror at the bruises on my face i realize that love and infatuation are not the same thing.

Sometimes i still feel your arms wrapped around me
but then i turn around, and you're not there.

Sometimes i sit here and think that there's gotta be more to life then just sitting around trying to get you back. but then i remember your smile and your laugh, your words and your touch, and i realize that there's nothing at all if you're not here.

I'm drowning, dying, screaming,
But you don't even flinch.
So wrapped up in your own little battles,
You don't even notice my war.

So tired of sitting here being unsure about life,
So I take away the pain as I cut myself with this knife.
Each tear that fell felt like my world was spinning,
Each drop of blood feels like I have a new beginning.