What kills me is how I toss and turn at night, and have a hard time sleeping from thinking of you, and knowing you're up on the phone ALL night with your new girl.

When I first met you I wasn't looking for anything more than friendship. Now that we've known eachother for sometime I want more than just a friendship with you.

Out of every mistake in my life
You were my biggest
Then again you were my favorite

I`m not lookinq for any sympathy from you nor am I lookinq for a reason, but one thinq I am lookinq for is an apoloqy.

Everyone is tellinq me to leave you alone, but I can honestly say that I don`t have the strenqth to do that.

I expected so much from you.. I'm sorry for puttinq you on a pedestal that you couldn`t even reach.

I no lonqer want to be your "play && leave" teddy. I`m done.

Haha! Don`t be mad b|c I`m no lonqer there. I was just the one you ran to when no one else would say that they loved you.. you have no riqht to be upset.

You`re so fxckinq shallow! Play around w| me for 2 years && decide to leave me on a shelf. Now I know how woody && his friends felt.

Go head && leave.. You`ve been standin alone anyway.