In this classroom i sit alone
away form others, on my own...

I've tried many ways to end my live
for now I've taken to the knife...

* I wrote this poem on my birthday (march 25th)*
This day has been filled with birthday wishes...

The man in the moon smiling brightly at me,
as I watch him rise and set over the sea...

Joy filled rooms and sun filled skies
bring no happiness to my eyes...

War and death
drugs and meth...

The pain of sorrow, the fear of failing
The stress of the world is on my back...

Tonight all I can do
is have sweet dreams of you...

Alone in my room, as I sit and write,
I can't help but think somethings wrong tonight...

** poem about my inward battle, and how i once...
Sweet dreams little girl, you'll be safe tonight...

Numbers Numbers
Running through my mind...

I always was a daddy's girl
Even form the moment I entered the world...