Suzi's suicide
My sweetest sweetheart lost and gone...
The widow
Eyes as black as a hole in space...
I slipped up; I let my mind be open to feeling...
The memories ooze slowly back into my frail state...
Time creeps slowly by
this hell on Earth, my life...
I can be the stars ,
That light up your night sky...
I thought what I was doing was right,
I was being led on by my own deceptions...
Life time lovers
walking hand in hand...
I wish that I could find the person to call my...
A caring heart, who loves me like no other...
The night was still young,
Alcohol has drenched my tongue...
Angel with wings pure of heart,
Hear my plea on this lonely night...
Memories of you still linger
in my twisted head...
Your sweet lips are lingering
Slowly moving against mine...
Riding this wave
Moan after moan...
Don't throw your life away doing coke.
Spending all your money till you're broke...
I'm not so good at writing love poems
But here I go...
Watch this heart shatter,
The broken pieces scatter...
Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile...
As she lays in her bed
trying to fall asleep...
I hold in my tears
as I stare blankly into the screen...
Feeling so tired and insecure
From all the hurt and pain...
Notice me walk down lonely streets,
Of deep sinister thoughts...
Placing you against my skin
to release demons that wait with in...
Line after line, scrawled across the page in blue...
Words bleeding onto paper, describing a life...
Promises broken...They say one thing than plan...
Please send him back from heaven, for I do miss...
I fear I'll lose him forever; his heart I wont let...
You're my addiction
It's the way I feed my head...
The girl on her knees pushed hard to the wall,
The man with the grin laughing loudly...
Sweet Spot
As he got closer to my sweet spot...
Rubbing warm hands along your middle,
Laughing, trying to grab my wrists...
Im lost without you
By my side...
Distant echoes of a brighter time
Sparkling reminders to remember you by...
I'm drawing the line
Don't mess with my heart...
Life for me's a waiting game.
Yesterday, today the same...
Once upon a time
There was a girl...
What do I do when you say you don't care?
And the pain is far too deep for me to bear...
Things took a terrible twist,
and I would be the only one to suffer...
Do you dare ask why
I refuse to get too close...
She has so much beauty,
More than one could ask for...
Life is getting very bleak
I don't think I will find the love I seek...
My dreams have gone
And terror has come to stay...
This pain is now my torture
and i don't know what to do...
I come to say Good-Bye and you stopped me before...
Suicide call me crazy, but you made me this way...
Show me the light in everything dark,
show me now this romantic spark...
He makes me feel like I belong
When I am hurt and all is wrong...
If tears were black,
Her face would be stained...
The sun is shinning
We're hand in hand...
I can see the tears forming around your eyes.
And I can see your fears building up inside...
**hey everyone...i know that this is long but its...
She loved him so much...
I can't get you out of my head
Your everywhere to me...
Do you remember those times together?
The times we swore we'd spend together forever...
My heart crushed and you watched it fall
Did nothing worthy through it all...
I wanna a boy
Who treats me right...
How do we forget someone
We once loved so much...
It hasn't even been a day
But still it's been too long...
If only I could tell him
If only he could know...
Your pictures are in frames, memories on my wall,
To have you here again, I would give them all...
As we sit in the snow white sand,
And the waves crash upon the shore...
Unhappily Ever After
This cold frost-bitten heart was warm long ago...
“Things really will get betterâ€
That is what you said...
I'm sick of being the best friend
When I want to be their girl...
I fell in love with a girl,
Who's heart was Ivory Black...
Is forever just a word?
Because I think it is...
For all the pain I keep within,
Hiding it with fake smiles and tears of joy...
Standing in the bathroom
In front of her mirror...
Here she is silent in the bathtub
The running water muffles her shrill...
I keep going back, to how it all went wrong
I told my self I didn't like you, that I was...
(this poem is currently in the process of being...
My head lays on my pillow...
With unspoken feelings,
And love just a dream...
Tell me why it hurts so much,
And tell me why it hurts so bad...
Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will...
Unbearable pain buried
Beneath fake smiles...
Listen to your heartache.
Listen to your soul...
Dear the luckiest guy in the world
It is me again, the hopeless guy...
So alone
Deep inside myself I'm crying...
There is a girl that I know,
Who is hurt deep within...
How on earth can someone say,
what love actually is...
Our friendship was meant to last forever,
And we've come too far to throw it away...
Before you, there was only just one heart,
Ever searching, always reaching, but never...
An overwhelming sensation of hatred pours into my...
As I stare at this person that causes me so much...
Kind of long... please read the whole thing though
To bleed without shedding any blood...
There's unhealed wounds surrounding my shattered...
Poison running through my blood which you helped...
There once was a girl
Blessed with love and grace...
Wedding Dreams
I've seen you in my dreams before...
Pain bleeds from my soul
And escapes through my eyes...
She lived a life of solitude.
She lived a life of chains...
I've never been for the word love
As silly as it may seem...
Breaking all the rules,
Friends tell the end...
She is a special little lady,
the one whose in my heart...
Seeing you so happy
Completely tears me apart...
Fake a smile everyday
Don't let them know you're not okay...
I once drew a perfect picture
That matched my lovely heart...
I am looking at her picture
and it brings me to tears...
After a long winter spring is finally here
Birds are singing and love is in the air...
I'll never mean much to you
I'm just another girl...
I used to think
That I can control...
The Secret Crush
© Nicole Mecham...
The Movie of Our Life
In the movie of our life...
If I had one wish.
If one desire could come true...
No one will know, just how much i love you
For taking away the old, and showing me the new...
She holds the book to her chest,
Almost clinging on for dear life...
I don't know if this poem is any good... I'm just...
I thought things were good now...
He moved to a new town,
felt like he was lost...
Your my friend for now
I know that\'s all we\'ll ever be...
A tear drops for the pain
and how much i want to be with you...
*This poem is about the views of two different...
Dear Diary...
She was drinking at a party
On a raging New Year's Eve...
This aint really a poem but i was sitting at my...
She stood at her locker...
The music gets darker
As the fans jump around...
The "long awaited" Part II.
You belonged to him now...
I hear of all the stories,
The sadness and despair...
Tears poured down,
When his words came out...
Pull out the stitches, one by one,
The warp is left, it's come undone...
Looking to the future,
Making life worth more...
Another year have come and gone,
And you're still standing here today...
I was so brave
But you weakened me...
I have decided to leave the world,
Because my heart is full of pain...
If you only really knew me
Maybe then you would see...
Age of six
He loved her so...
*Please read all of it*
What if you saw my arm one day...
She sits on her front porch
swinging in the sun...
"Inside I'm screaming I love you,"
Is how I feel about you...
These are the words I cannot say
But they come from the heart...
*It's long but PLEASE read it... it's about me*
There she sits so helpless...
This story that I'm saying,
it happened & its true...
A Pray Before Sleeping
Now I lay me down to sleep...
In this world that surrounds us
We sometimes brake down and fall...
-Dedicated-
I never thought it was possible...
*i know that its really long but please read it...
© Francisco Guzman 2005
I got a few things I have to get off my chest...
What he doesn't know
Is that I love him in my heart...
You're the one that knows me best,
The one among all the rest...
I was always there
But you never saw...
Laying underneath the summers stars, so bright,
He's there next to me, our arms wound tight...
I'm sorry that I’ve hurt you
And even made you cry...
A shot rings out
blood sprays the wall...
The edges of the picture
Are beginning to fade away...
*True Story... please read all of it*
She's searching for someone in whom to confide...
I Died Without Your Love
She lays there in the darkness...
***I am struggling with bulimia and this poem...
“What’s wrong?†I hear from...
If only Danny knew
What she’s done to us all...
Everything is different
My life is not the same...
Time after time
I try to forget...
What kind of guy do you look for?
one that in time you can adore...
Alone in bed she looks around
afraid of whats to come...
Ironically the person this poem is about is the...
It's hard to build up trust at first...
Silently
We were out for walk when I turned her way...
If I am not here with you tomorrow,
There is something I want you to see...
I used to say I loved you
And that you were the one...
In a little home, all alone; there once lived a...
beautiful, five feet seven, her hairs had lovely...
THAT NIGHT
That night we met, it changed my world...
Crying
I know I promised I'd never make you cry...
Don't tell me you're ugly,
Depressed and a wannabe...
To Katherine:
I don't know how to help you...
Please read this all the way through whether your...
I'm not starved for attention...
Everyday of her life
She walks around...
A shooting star flew by
And you quickly came to mind...
I turn up the music as loud as I can
And scream into the receiver...
I take my razor
And clench it tight...
~Please read it, even though its long because this...
You were a great friend...
Lonely and hurt,
Broken I remain...
You said "I love you"
I love you too...
I know this is really long but i couldn't help it...
You knock on my door...
Whenever I need you
Your always there...
What's the point in trying
If you know you won't succeed...
You don't even care,
When I'm in this sad state...
Soft down blanket,
Starry night...
I try my best not to cry as I think of things as...
Through the good times and the hard ones, no...
I feel like our friendship is drifting away
We barely talk when we use to talk everyday...
I'm going to tell you a tale
about a little girl...
Have you ever cried so hard,
that you couldn't breathe...
*Some names have been changed to protect the...
Living in my nightmare...
I have spent years
Dreaming of him...
When I saw you
I thought you wanted my love...
The rain was falling fast,
The wind was blowing hard...
The blood flows upon
My cut and broken skin...
I was walking in the streets of darkness,
Coming back home after a fight...
So many thoughts,
I don't know where to begin...
Have you ever felt like
all you had was gone...
I need a perfect friend,
To get me through the day...
It Seems Like Only Yesterday
You Were Sitting Here With Me...
We were laying there
It was late on Friday night...
Friendship
A friend is a person who you can trust...
When I look at you
My heart skips a beat...
Why do these tears fall from my face
why all these bad memories can i not erase...
I don't know what to say
I don't know what to do...
Couldn't Sleep Last Night
Too Busy Thinking About You...
The light in your eyes
As you stare into mine...
My love for you knows no bounds
And one day it will pull me to the ground...
Now that you're gone,
It's too dark at night...
It's 12 in the morning
It's time to go to sleep...
I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say...
I know that I should try to find somebody new..
But all I find is myself always thinking of you...
This poem is about my bestestest friend, Sarina
~*My Angel...
© Francisco Guzman 2005
When ever you need a hand...
Broken hearts, love's deceit,
pieces fall down to my feet...
As the ceremony ended,
We knew it was time to say goodbye...
Because You Loved Me
My spirit soared upon the wind...
We go for a drive,
Late at night...