Ill call you dear and you'll take my hand
you'll lead me to failure but I'll understand...

I wake up in the morning,
and put on my shoes...

Why am i the one to cry?
why am i the talker that never talks...

Sitting there watching you
writhe in pain like you always do...

Love lost in all confusion,
being so afraid of affection...

Hold me tight sweet darling,
for tonight might be my last...

My god my god why have your forsaken me
turning your back as i slowly bleed...

I can never get back those nights i thought about...
and i can never get back those months my life...

As i watch my crimson tears fall to the floor
from the slits on my arm...

Don't forget the kisses,
don't for get the tears...

I laughed when you said my heart would mend,
i bawled when you told me you are still my best...

Yesterday i tried to help you find yourself
but lost myself in return...