Ill call you dear and you'll take my hand
you'll lead me to failure but I'll understand...
I can never get back those nights i thought about...
and i can never get back those months my life...
Sitting there watching you
writhe in pain like you always do...
Why do i let myself fall so fast
smile as my feelings get torn to shreds trying not...
I laughed when you said my heart would mend,
i bawled when you told me you are still my best...
Hold me tight sweet darling,
for tonight might be my last...
As the curtain closes and everyone goes home.
the act is still going within someone alone...
My god my god why have your forsaken me
turning your back as i slowly bleed...
As i watch my crimson tears fall to the floor
from the slits on my arm...
I wake up in the morning,
and put on my shoes...
Love lost in all confusion,
being so afraid of affection...
Its obvious you got what you wanted out of this.
playing your cards right with an evil twist...