Right here we go where do i start?
theres a jumble in my head a pain in my heart...

One,two,three,four,
i cant take this shit no more...

It was the best day of her life she was finally to...
the reality hadn't quite set in yet she was still...

When you saw me crying what did you think?
"oh god theres another girl whose teetering...

Look at this, look at this!
Look at this picture on my wrist...

As i sat down next to her
i listened with a smile...

Your grip tightens on the knife
desion time death or life...

I hate this make it stop i cant stand it any more
i want to change...

Maybe i do have a problem its just something i...
you have to stop drinking is what they tell me...

Your not here because you overstepped the line
but now all i can think is my life is now mine...

Where were you when i needed you?
when i cried myself to sleep...

As i lie right next to you here in this bed
I'm scared of the hatred that fills up my head...