Your not here because you overstepped the line
but now all i can think is my life is now mine...

Right here we go where do i start?
theres a jumble in my head a pain in my heart...

Hey there little one I'm sorry i let you go
i never got to see you or even say hello...

I refuse to be a victim
i wont rise to the bait...

One,two,three,four,
i cant take this shit no more...

As i lie right next to you here in this bed
I'm scared of the hatred that fills up my head...

I hate this make it stop i cant stand it any more
i want to change...

I walk into that clinical place
looking around for a familiar face...

It was the best day of her life she was finally to...
the reality hadn't quite set in yet she was still...

Look at this, look at this!
Look at this picture on my wrist...

Your grip tightens on the knife
desion time death or life...

Maybe i do have a problem its just something i...
you have to stop drinking is what they tell me...