Bloody stains, stains like in my soul,
caused by all the pain, this life so foul...

Vision finally fading away, soon it's all done,
staring darkness, oh so black, soon it's all gone...

Soon I'm released, free from this pain,
suffering and life, it was all just in vain...

Thought, funny how blood makes difference between life and death,
farewell life, so painful, so useless, gonna take my last breath...

Love me,
my razor blade.

Peel my skin,
make me scream.

Sink so deep,
make me weep.

Cut my flesh,
make me bleed.

Take my life,
set me free.

Here I sit, stare nothingness through my tears, seeing nothing but a pain,
feeling how life just fall through my fingers, like ashes, without meaning,
tears burning my soul, cutting my eyes, filling me with the numbness...

Here I live when others are hurt, and it hurts me, hurt because of the life,
why I am lucky one, Why I manage to get through that pain, through the sorrow,
all it hurts me, life is so unfair, hurting just like random, hurting innocent...

Here I wonder what have granted me this special favour, power over the pain,
favour to avoid most pain, favour to be as I am, be as so strong as I am,
it hurts me because of the weak, it hurts but I'll survive because I am strong...

These dead stars are my audience in my concert of pain and sadness. I went to God just to see and I was looking at me Saw heaven and where hell lies When I'm God everyone dies. I'm not afraid of the darkness...I'm apart of it

You dont understand what you lost untill you look and see her in someone elses arms...i bet you feel stupid letting her go now huh!

Friend: so how did things go?
me: well the fighting was good but daaaaaaamn the making up! whoa! that was amazing!! *winks*

Ill be right back he said..i waited for hours and he never camed back..later i found out that he was to BUSY being with somone else and he doesnt even bother telling me that he never ever wanted me in the first place!!!