Life toughing up, teachers comin back,
Tryin to keep my cool, not act so whack...
The disccusion wasn't even really there.
And I made it seem like I didnt care...
--These are real events that happened in my life--
All these nights, I'm writing, I'm fighting...
A little bit earlier you called
I awoke and for a second went stalled...
There's a puddle on the floor,
And that's all you see. Nothing more...
Vampires... What are they?
Beasts? creatures? Undead...
Through my eyes I have beaten and abused,
But the worst one was when I was used...
Built up and torn down,
Messed up and flipped around...
Watching memories fly right on by,
Dont even have time to ask why...
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you...
Everyday I used to drive by your home,
Look through your window with a poem...
Millions of things going up at one time,
And yet the fakes say I'm a fun rhyme...