Sometimes i wish i live in the world of dreams that when something bad happens it can only be a dream.

I gave you the key to my heart but you threw it away & now my heart is close forever until one day someone will find it & open my heart.

To my soul mate:
I'm tired of getting hurt by all these guys around me & when will you show up & not let them hurt me any more. By not showing up does it make you happy to see me get hurt like this?

You say you never want to see me cry because it will hurt you.But i could of cry in front of you that day of our break up & make you feel the guilt of what you did.

When you found out that they are not the one it's hard to accept it.

I need to stop living the past & start living the present because i cant change anything.

In the day time I'm a strong girl who smiles like everything is fine but at night time I'm a weak girl who cries to sleep.

We walk pass each other acting like we never knew each other!

I figure you already threw away our memories and forgot all about me. You really did put me into yo past.

=( *tears*

This pain hurts but i can't speak it and i can't show it. All i can do is write it and cry secretly!