Through my screw up a life was created
Drugs and booze...
What if..
What if the world were really flat...
I pour my first glass,
hoping the pain will pass...
Don't judge me by my clothes
They are not apart of my skin...
You stare into mirrors created by those who hate...
As you start to gaze your face begins to turn blue...
Every day i sit
and think of you...
The secrets now between us
are few but far between...
You know what?
Fuck being me...
I remember bright cotton candy pink walls
And bright orange, blue and pink floral bedding...
If love shall be my enemy
Then hate shall be my friend...
I've heard people say that everyone cheats.
Faithful expectations that nobody meets...
Innocence is stolen
humanity is stripped bare...
Trying to forget, trying to recover
Long it's been the pain I've suffered...
I've given up on you
And trying to make you smile...
It was just another sick day
all the other kids enhanced there minds...
Losing trust from those who lied
Losing faith and then my pride...
You think your better then me,
Thinking your family cares...
You see all the red roses turning to black
the headstones that used to say R.est I.n P.eace...
We are the girls,
we play the games...
You promised me you wouldn't go
you didn't even let me know...
It's sad when the people you know
become the people you knew...
Too many days I've walked around
trying to get over you...
Fill a river, cry a flood
Mix the tears with blackened blood...
Fairytales and daydreams,
Just illusions before my eyes...
Don't pretend to know me,
Don't pretend to care...
A battleground
Littered with broken dreams, promises, friendships...
Its when you notice
What it would be like...
Age of six
He loved her so...
The plain and inelegant truth
Is that you hurt me...
You taught me that words are futile
So how can I write...