With this gun in my hand,
i raise it to my head...

To stay alive through this life,
life of pain and misery...

I am on my own,
and i am looking for someone to help me...

I am so sorry,
that i am letting it die...

Love is something that is irresistible,
love is something that you can't explain...

With all the other guys i have been with,
they built me up...

Loves greatest gift,
is the special things that you share with the...

Is this real?
can i really be here with you right now...

I have found my way back to happiness,
i found my way back to the person i love...

I am hanging on to nothing,
as i try to live through each day...

I am lost in a forest of hate,
running around like an idiot...