I'm Thinking...
that I'm the biggest idiot in the world...

Why would you treat me like everything is going...
just to push me away again...

Possibilities were endless with you by my side,
but you left, and I'm spiraling, spinning...

Soul-searching never felt this right
Is it wrong that I...

***titled poem of green because it was written in...
How can I trust what I want to say when the words...

**written in orange pen**
I want to kiss you...

Feel me
Energy...

I'm running out of patience
You're running out of time...

**written in red and black pen**
Crimson kisses...

I'm trapped
Caught under you...