I can't believe I fell for your tricks. How stupid I feel; how much immeasurable embarrassment is running through my veins! The barriers are going back up now.

I can't let go of all what we had, because it's all that I am.

Words are my passion; actions are my instincts.

Why is everyone love obsessed? they think they are so blessed, to find someone to hold them tight. well, what if they're not right? what if love isn't always meant to be? 'cause that's the only answer i got when you left me.

I am afraid that my doubts are true,
that you don't really love me.
but i am madly in love with you.

Slow regression only leads to denial of my obsession which places me on the path to depression where i change my expression and work towards succession, but it only leads right back to my regression.

From heavens above to seas below
i pray to god to bless his soul.
my love, my obsession.
the cause of my regression,
the reason for my depression.

Of yes indeed, you are a need.
a need of mine, 'cause your so fine.
i will prove to everyone that i love you so,
when we kiss under the mistletoe.

You think they're your friends, accepting compliments with a smile,
but you actually just in denial.
now that they're gone and you've said goodbye,
everyone of them is clear, everyone of their lies.

False hope is denying emotions that are underlying even with everyone prying you rely on lying.