Crying,
as I looked...

...unravelling as songs will. to the swell of the...
spreadwide like eager thighs to capture. what...

When I'm away from you,
I'm still with you...

I used to be,
A strong girl...

That night,
Why did I save her...

I sit and stare,
At my arm, bare...

The last time I was with you,
You were cold and out of breath...

Is the ticking,
In my heart or my brain...

I shake my head,
Wondering every bloody time I come around you...

Every single day,
Carrying my books...

I need to breathe,
I'm suffocating...

Sitting in the shower,
With the cold water running over me...