About two years ago I gave up on my...
I was ready to pull the plug; I felt it was time...

The feeling I get when I do it,
it makes my pain go away...

It seems like everyone's mad at me,
what am I supposed to do...

My hopes are given up once again,
it reminds me of when I was a kid...

It's my five year anniversary of the night that...
The night where they took turns, a night I no...

Here we go once again, she has failed while living...
Someone else has their heart broken, because he...

Fog. Mist. My memories.
It all seems like a blur...

I felt my life with both my hands,
you have no idea what I felt...

I feel lost and trapped,
like a dog in his pen...

These feelings are unbearable,
what do I do now...

Sometimes I feel invisible,
a ghost is how I feel...

Wondering what to do with all this pain inside,
what is there to really do? Except go away and...