Screw puberty, teenhood, hormones and emotions...but most of all; screw this stupid heart of mine.

I can't just up and tell you how i feel
It's not that simple for me
Because if you know what's inside of my head
That's just enough to break me
But...I won't let you break me

Everyday is a struggle..

Broken home, broken heart, broken trust
My heart's filled with regrets and despair

I like you, well I really do
Too bad fate won't compromise
I'm still foolishly falling for you
Surprise, suprise...

And I tried to be perfect, meet up to your expectations
But I guess I'll never be good enough for you
If my death can open your eyes and make you realise
I'd go through with it; I'd suicide for the both of you

You know I love you, I really do. But I can't fight anymore for you. And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again. Sometime...in another life.

Pushing aside all those disorders and imperfections
I keep saying there's nothing wrong with me
People believe every sh*t I say but when they come closer
I can't explain all the cuts and scars that's on me

Philophobia...
Broken once, broken twice
And fear falling in love again

It's time to stop hoping and move on.
Stop telling yourself he's worth the wait.